I think about it everyday 

"The sadness will last forever."

 (Vincent Van Gogh)

"A long sleeve, a fake smile and everybody thinks you're fine."

(...)

"Gone. The saddest word in the language. In any language." 

(Mark Slouka)

"I had only a little time left and I didn't want to waste it on God." 

(Albert Camus- The Stranger)

Are you happy with the life you are living?

"While a million thoughts go racing through my mind, I find I haven’t said a word."

"Turn to look around there's no one by your side."

(Effy, Skins)

sorry, I'm not easy, I'm stranger but I think I like you

close your eyes, forget everything, go insane

"Normal is an illusion, what is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly." 

"Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something craze like believe it."